amaliechristine
I miss the summer nights
The times where I actually lived
I felt alive
Did something every night
Had fun
Didn’t have to think about this fucking body
This fucking face
This fucking monster that I see myself as right now
Had my amazing first kiss under the stars at 2am only a bit tipsy, just enough to talk deep while cuddling
Had my amazing first kiss under the stars at 2am while only wearing shorts and a top with my bikini underneath since we had just been night swimming three hours earlier
And I had spent the entire day with these boys and other friends, swimming, laughing, living
Where did my life go? Where did I go?? Where am I? I can’t seem to understand this…time is a mystery….why does it have to take away the good things as it passes by…
feelings, written by me, based on summer 2013 (via amaliechristine)